there's too much in my mind right now,
i don't know what to do...will i give myself a second chance? Do I close this book called LIFE,
or finish reading the chapters?.
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Ambition that drives you
Straight through a wall
Bright lights in your eyes
Seem to blind us all
We're screaming come down off your pedestal
Not going down, you're not coming down.
All eyes on you
The world is yours...
They move me with the tears from their eyes
Will they need me?
Once my star refuses to shine
Show me signs that you care for me
Show me signs you'll be there
Will the world turn it's back on me?
Helpless, they judge me now.
All eyes on you
The world is yours
Inside you're screaming...
Sold my soul
I'm a victim to the world
Tonight, come and rescue me from harm.
All eyes on you to live again
If I die... Will I be remembered?
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A friend of mine had told me something quite interesting, drew the words right out of my mouth. And it goes something like this:
"If you leave a kid to draw by themselves, they draw because they like to draw and motivate themselves to draw. Once you bring in an outside influence (like rewarding a kid for their drawing) it becomes a chore and they like it less and less.
You love to...(design), but you're starting to see it as a chore or something obligatory because of the stress that comes with it. Don't always let other ppl put you through that pressure...you'll like it less and less..."
"Do what you love doing, as if no one is watching you. and You'll love it again."Thanks GL! Because of friends like you, and to all of my other friends who love me unconditionally despite me being imperfect, impatient, weird? (HAHA) I am motivated to keep on going. I feel blessed! And I couldn't ask for anything more for my birthday.
